Saturday, July 9, 2011

Insecure much?

The 30 day photo challenge
Day 18 - A picture of your biggest insecurity.
Yep, that's me 30lbs ago! And I am my biggest insecurity. Oh I mean my old body that is. I don't wanna have a Victoria's Secret Angel's body, but I'd settle for just a couple inches off my current bod. A year before this photo was taken I was 200lbs sexy. Here's my story...
My bf then left me for another girl (not because or maybe, I don't know, I never talked to him after that). Moved to a new city and I hardly knew anyone. No career. No social life (I am too far from my friends). No savings I just depended on the monthly allowance my parents gave me. All I had was my family, my gym membership and a broken heart. Then I discovered the gym. I worked out 5x a week, 4 hours a day. I had a kamote diet, no soda, less carbs etc... After almost a year of working out from 200lbs I was down to 130lbs. Which is ok with me perfect for me. I am happy and contended with that.  I am now at 160lbs and planning to go back to working out again and hoping to lose 30lbs the soonest.  I may not be able to wear a size small dress, or fit in a size 0 skirt, as long as I'm healthy I can live with it.
So yeah, I am my own insecurity. 
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